Okay, I’m just going to go there. I don’t normally like to bring up negative aspects, however sometimes it’s necessary so we can be clear in our purpose and directives. Last week I worked with yet another teenager who carved her arms with a razor blade. Obviously it was a cry for help but from my view it’s so much more.
We can look at all the logical elements that created this moment in time for this young girl: environment, social pressures, friendships or lack thereof, difficulties in communication, feelings of inadequacy, parental distance, media influence, hormonal changes, vitamin deficiencies, low self-esteem, lack of self-confidence, rejection, etc. etc. etc. I believe each of these aspects has importance, each contributed to the whole. But from my view there is another contributing factor, a vulnerability to darker un-anchored dislocated energies that travel around seeking out earthly “parties.” Yes, I mean both definitions, the individual party and the concept of an celebratory party. I have seen this pattern repeatedly throughout the years.
To explain further, when an individual becomes so disconnected to their Light source, their connection to the grand scheme, to the universe, have lost their electrical earth grounding, and their energetic light boundaries are leveled, they become ripe for dislocated energies to hang out in their energetic fields. They can be in the form of entities, which I see as multiple energies swimming around in the frequency fields of an individual, like schools of fish swirling in a whirlpool. This can be very draining for the individual as it leaks out their life force into the ethers. This happens because they as a Light-in-the-universe, have opened up their energetic fields rather than keeping themselves within a boundary of light. In other words, the person or soul becomes the Mecca, the party house for dislocated energies to hang out and have a good-‘ol-time.
The other aspect is a hitchhiker. This is when a particular soul or energy vibration attaches to the person’s physical energetic body. When this happens, the discarnate’s emotions can override the individual’s. If they have darker more sinister prevailing intentions this can influence the human individual whom they’ve become attached. Often times there is a link, a connection between these two souls. It eventually can become a symbiotic relationship due to old active emotional reciprocity and a feeling of being loved. The challenge with that is the human individual energy fields are being drained by the discarnate soul, whom with love, needs to move into the Light. When the hitchhiker is released to the higher universal frequencies to move on with their own projected future, there can be a feeling of loss for the individual coupled with relief. Physically, an energy boost will burst forth which continues as the body regains its stamina without an energetic parasite draining the reserves.
I have never seen an individual who has harmed themselves or contemplated suicide or even committed suicide without these negative energies in their fields.
Ten years ago a woman called me about her former husband who had committed suicide. She knew he had been feeling disoriented, unhappy and even somewhat depressed, however she had no idea he had the desire to end his life. When they discovered him it was a nauseating, staggering emotional shock to her and their children. She called me to see if I could put any light on the subject. I have to admit, it was a very arresting journey.
In truth, this man whom we’ll call Charles, became so lost in inebriation, disenchantment and disconnected spiritually, he felt his life no longer had value. I feel very strongly he had help. The pictures that came to me were of an old grizzled pirate, an old sea-crusty sailor who had an emotional connection with Charles from multiple time frames. When Charles became disillusioned his boundaries dissolved, his connection to the earth erased, becoming this light-beacon for heavier soul energies to attach themselves. ~Imagine a brilliant lightbulb filament without the glass encasement.~ This swarthy traveling buccaneer saw the availability of “light,” climbed aboard, asserting his captainship once again.
Charles became a heavier drinker in the nine months before his death. He’d never been much for alcohol however it became a daily standard. Empathy was extended by his family, knowing others that had reached for the bottle in deep stress. He became more withdrawn and reclusive voicing ideas of getting away from it all, spending time by the ocean. Again, normal behavior when someone becomes over-loaded. We all love the idea of a romantic, deserted tropical island. Then one day he didn’t show up. He was found in his apartment with a gun in his hand, splayed on the floor.
Initially when I shared with my client the images of the pirate, it didn’t make any tangible sense. The concept of an energy drain and change in personality and habits based on an etheric leach, did. However, time would prove me correct. In cleaning out his belongings, buried in his closet was a large oil painting of a bearded, craggy sea captain, pirate countenance filling the canvas. She was shaken to the core, stupefied by her discovery. There was a heaviness, a prevailing menace she felt within the combined colors that struck her intuition with acute awareness. She immediately disposed of the oil canvas. Ironically, this knowledge, this striking proof of the pirate’s energetic presence, gave her some needed peace she could share with their children. She could rationalize there were larger issues at play that sent Charles over the brink into the abyss.
It’s vitally imperative to remain connected to the Light, keeping the energetic boundaries strong, enabling each person to be the best they can be. If you know of anyone emotionally struggling, in an identity crisis, it is wise to remind them of staying spiritually connected, grounded and standing full circle within the Light. This is not to scare the hell out of them/you but rather to keep “hell” on earth, ~as that’s the only kind of hell~away.
Cosmic sunshine to you.
About 1.5 yrs. ago my friend’s daughter cut her wrist up in an attempt to check out. (This wasn’t the 1st time.) She was 15 at the time and thank I God she is still here today. She’s still pissed off at her Mom, and that’s ok, cause she’s still here. I wrote her a poem to express to her what it would mean to me if she were gone. (Is that selfish??). P.S. She’s still here and still pissed off at her Mom. I can live with that and so can she.
I can totally relate to this because as a child I myself wished that I were dead. This was a result of me having a skits Mom. I had no concept of checking out but I new I didn’t want to be here. Was I under the control of a discarnate or just plain depressed? Who the F knows. I feel that there are many discarnates eager to get back in the game and keep the circle of misery going. This, after all is all they know. So what’s the bottom line? In my opinion, seek the help of your local Priest, Rabbi, Imam etc. Do this on a regular basis whenever you feel or know that you are not yourself. I agree with you Candia, it’s too easy for these discarnates to take over a persons’ being in an instant of lower vibration.
P.S. Please forgive any spelling errors. (That’s my discarnate talking. 😉 )
Thank you much for sharing your personal experiences both as a child and also from the place of saving a child. Was it selfish to write the poem? Hell no! It was an amazing loving gift!! It’s selfish to contemplate suicide, to cut and maim yourself, to actually pull the trigger, for that is complete absence of love. Really appreciate your validation, speaking your inner most truth. You’re a gem!
Interesting story, puts some light where it needs to be ❤ ❤
Thx Lynne, appreciate as always your comments! Thx for staying connected and reading my blogs; you’re awesome.
Hugs to you,