This story is just too good not to share. A client called about allergies. She’s been struggling for decades with various allergies that have through the years, progressively become worse. Her sinuses, lungs, lymphatic system are overwhelmed. Over the course of a year she has little relief, and for about six months her symptoms intensify. An additional manifestation is her face actually becomes quite red and blotchy with rash like bumps. She’s gone to numerous doctors to know avail. The rash persists. No cream, no pill, has taken it away.
When I tune into someone I don’t always know where we’re going to go. It could be very left brained, clinically inspired, going through what the body needs or is requiring in terms of vitamins, minerals, essential oils and or body work. It could be assessing the emotional body and the stories contained within the memories impacting the overall vitality and health of the individual. These emotional stories are usually from our childhood and subsequent decades in our lifetime. These emotional stories can also involve the cellular memories of our family and the stories they bring into our blood. These are emotional beliefs contained within the genetic pool of our particular DNA which influence our health, actions and beliefs. I also look at alternate or parallel lifetime(s) influences that have bearing on our current situations, the Karma we bring to the table to digest, repent and forgive.
I was instantly taken back to the 1400s, The Plague, the Black Death in France. Hundreds of thousands perished. Those who did not were scarred from the pustules on their faces and bodies. Many became hideous from this monstrous bacterial lethal strain. Many never recovered their strength, their vitality. She was one of the survivors. She as a male had the right genetic constitution for survival. Her/his strength became his undoing as his ego became his acting ruler. Instead of expanding his compassion, his empathy to those few who survived, he became condemning, arrogant and disdainful of their appearance. He made fun and laughed at their distorted faces, the pockmarks and scarring. He felt himself above the fray. His heart became more hardened, flippant and derisive.
In this incarnation, she is gentle, sweet, kind. She’s also extremely sensitive emotionally and physically. She chose for this lifetime, a hypersensitive constitution as a way to identify with others who have had immune systems less defined, resilient and strong. She even went as far to create symptoms that appear on her face with no visible tangible means to erase or eradicate them. She is getting to play out how it feels to have imperfections on the face she puts forward. True karma in full circle. Remember, no blame. She chose this as her ultimate plan for neutralizing old grievances.
Lungs and breathing being afflicted by allergins, it’s vital to look at the meridian. The emotional component of the lung Meridian from one perspective is scorn, distain and derision, all emotions she was expressing as her French male counterpart during the Black Death. These emotional shadows filtered through to this lifetime impacting her lungs, breathing and skin, similar responses to the Plague. What a brilliant plan.
The lungs also represent grief. As a young girl in this life, she blushed a lot, was ridiculed and laughed at, and was left out by others. She held sadness within. There was also a lack of nurturing and attentiveness from her father. This also created a sense of grief. The skin is connected to the lungs according to Chinese medicine. Once again, grief is an underlying emotional thread in combo dance to the present lifetime, carried over from multiple incarnations, but 1400’s France in particular, as she watched so many loved ones die and towns/villages literally perish.
Dealing with the magnitude of such tremendous loss, desolation, isolation and ruin, we can only empathize and imagine how we’d cope with the ravages of such a mass epidemic. We all have different methods to deal with monumental trauma. Her “grieving-coping-mechanism” was to move into pride, arrogance, disdain and scorn. Post traumatic stress disorder at the maximum level! No judgments! Something that devastating, of such gigantic proportion would be incredibly horrific to live through, make sense of the suffering and grapple. To just endure.
In exposing the truth of the karmic debt allows her to be free. The next element though is to love and forgive herself her behaviors not only from this lifetime but from her alternate selves. That is the key with all of us, to forgive us our own trespasses. We need to forgive ourselves for falling off the wagon, disregarding someone else’s feelings, moving into arrogance, and derision as she had once done. The knowledge of the karmic debt is not a tongue thrashing for her misdeeds, but more importantly an awareness of the root cause of her allergies, low immune response and facial skin abnormalities. Once you find the heart of the challenge, it becomes the key to change it. But the best and most vital ingredient, “remedy” is ~ love ~ self forgiveness and forgiveness of others. There is no one out there that is doing anything to us that we haven’t done before. That’s what makes love and forgiveness the biggest components of being human.
Here’s to karma!
Cosmic sunshine to you?