“Monopoly of Life: Here’s to Rolling Double Sixes”

Life is a game. We each choose our game pieces, roll the dice and see how far our numbers take us. We earn a little, earn a lot, pay our taxes, our fines, buy some commodities, or lose it all. We pick our “opportunities,” take our “chances,” roll our doubles, pass Go and collect our $200 big ones. We hit the home run and make it a monopoly. In truth, our lives can be simplified down to a big cosmic game. But how much fun?! We get to pick our game piece (body) choose how far we can take it (years) decide to buy low, sell high or just go around the board (through the years) collecting opportunities. We take chances and decide our karmic paths. We make it as complicated or as simplified as we want. We can choose fun or boredom, enthusiasm or apathy. It’s all a matter of perspective.



What do you choose? 


May you roll double sixes.


Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Cosmic Jackpot”

Have you ever had one of those moments where you said, “Hey wait! Have I done this before? Are these similar situations and events that happened to me five, ten or twenty years ago?” Similar circumstances on many levels yet separated by years? Deja vu on a more complex scale?

Deja vu events and moments are bleed-throughs in the space-time fabric, where our memories are triggered with a similar story, the emotions and senses familiar, stirring memories which speak to “having done this before.” Actually, I am suggesting a larger context, where our patterns, events, our karma, get played out again and again in short cycles within a lifetime to grand cycles over multiple lifetimes. This is the synchronicity of our lives, of the cosmic plan.

Hopefully with each reoccurrence, from job parallels, to relationships to health, with each cycle, each chapter, something is gained, momentum accelerated. I’ll offer a personal example. Around1999/2000, I became extremely sensitive to electromagnetics, foods, and airborne particles. In 2013, this pattern reoccurred in extreme electromagnetic and geopathic sensitivities. Same issue separated by time. This begs the question, “Did I learn something in the past that would be useful here?” “What are the lessons gained?” “What can I take forward to assist and make sure this doesn’t reoccur?”

This is a cycle of time. As the moon circles the earth, we too circle back to renew and re-dedicate ourselves to our greater soul aspirations. The moments when we realize, “yes, I have been here before,” are some of the most fortuitous events in our lifetime. Why? Because we are given the opportunity for growth, of change and altering the outcome. When we discover our relationship, or job or health or spiritual path is repeating the same patterns, step back, regroup and analyze how many repetitious cycles have been played out? See what factors are influencing decisions and choices. Literally be present to what “presents” itself for examination. Be willing to shift, move and make necessary changes. In my case, selling our home. We have what is known as a Hartman Knot on the north side of our property. Most do not know it’s there. I do. It’s an electromagnetic overlap of geopathic stress lines which put out discordant energy frequencies. My office sat over one. It literally disrupted my cellular electromagnetic balance. Moving is our best option. For those less sensitive, it’s no big deal. I’m assessing “what is” and making the necessary changes to correct it. In the future, all geopathic stress lines will be taken into account. A lesson well learned.

On a larger scale, we come back again and again with the same players, the same souls. Nations do the same. It’s literally broken down into increments of time, of cycles, when the cherries line up and a karmic jackpot is struck. We get to do it until we shift. Each of us are in that cosmic slot machine, all part of the universal game, making important changes to our psyches, our personalities, changing our behaviors and beliefs till we hit the cosmic jack pot, the mega million golden age.



May you see the best in everyone, and love them even if you don’t.

To Jackpots of the grandest scale.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Mirror of Behavior”

Hopefully, we all grow. Our goal is to become wiser, richer in spirit and more of who we came here to be. Ironically, we see ourselves evolving and changing however we tend to believe those around us, those individuals in our lives whom we love, are invested in and/or are challenged by, are still stuck in their old behavior. We react to them based on past conditioning rather than appreciating the vast hurdles they’ve leapt to be in a new location, a new space of behaving. 

A case in point. I have an incredible client who has been working diligently towards health and wellness. He has been wracked with bladder and intestinal cancer. The good news is the bladder cancer is gone, the intestinal near zero, a few last vestiges remaining in the lymph nodes. He and I have had the grand fortune of working together the last eight months. The progress he has made has been phenomenal. A part of his new regime, in addition to dietary changes, vitamins and supplements, visualizations and exercise, is he added meditation. It’s all a perfect combo platter for healthy cells. A very loving and supportive friend who has been willing to help him through the process was discussing his meditative practices, making cynical remarks based on past behavior and again “past” lack-of-follow through. My client realized his friend’s reactive behavior, actually calling him on it, and asked him please to respect his new way of acting, behaving ~ being. It’s a perfect example of how we keep others stuck in their former behaviors simply by believing it “to be the way it will always be.”

The irony is, the more we hold a person back, believe they will never change based on the 99 times before, never fully accrediting the 100th time, that miracles can and do happen, we actually impede their development. Change~ growth~ is not only possible but imminent.  The more you see them from their higher self perspective, ackowledge they can be who they say they are “today” ~ not yesterday, last year, or a decade ago ~ the more they will rise to the occasion.

I am also guilty of this. As many of you know, my husband has been working through his cancer. His natural tendency is to skate. His behavior is to try something for a day or two and forget about it. He has demonstrated  this behavior to me countless times over the past decade, however, he made a new commitment to himself  to hold steady to the plan. My first ” reaction” is skeptical and cynical.  A better option is to respond positively to his new strong firm belief to reinforce his behavior. The more I believe he is capable of change the more he will also respond in kind. I am his best mirror. My client was my mirror reminding me of my own behavior. What a wonderful gift! 

If you were dealing with someone who is trying to revise patterns, help them by believing in them. The more your belief affirms their new behavior the more likely it will stick around. It is absolutely a win-win for everyone.  Just remember we are all reflections. The more we see ourselves,the faster things will change.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Karma: Oh! The Tapestry We Weave”

This story is just too good not to share. A client called about allergies. She’s been struggling for decades with various allergies that have through the years, progressively become worse. Her sinuses, lungs, lymphatic system are overwhelmed. Over the course of a year she has little relief, and for about six months her symptoms intensify. An additional manifestation is her face actually becomes quite red and blotchy with rash like bumps. She’s gone to numerous doctors to know avail. The rash persists. No cream, no pill, has taken it away.

When I tune into someone I don’t always know where we’re going to go. It could be very left brained, clinically inspired, going through what the body needs or is requiring in terms of vitamins, minerals, essential oils and or body work. It could be assessing the emotional body and the stories contained within the memories impacting the overall vitality and health of the individual. These emotional stories are usually from our childhood and subsequent decades in our lifetime. These emotional stories can also involve the cellular memories of our family and the stories they bring into our blood. These are emotional beliefs contained within the genetic pool of our particular DNA which influence our health, actions and beliefs. I also look at alternate or parallel lifetime(s) influences that have bearing on our current situations, the Karma we bring to the table to digest, repent and forgive.

I was instantly taken back to the 1400s, The Plague, the Black Death in France. Hundreds of thousands perished. Those who did not were scarred from the pustules on their faces and bodies. Many became hideous from this monstrous bacterial lethal strain. Many never recovered their strength, their vitality. She was one of the survivors. She as a male had the right genetic constitution for survival. Her/his strength became his undoing as his ego became his acting ruler. Instead of expanding his compassion, his empathy to those few who survived, he became condemning, arrogant and disdainful of their appearance. He made fun and laughed at their distorted faces, the pockmarks and scarring. He felt himself above the fray. His heart became more hardened, flippant and derisive.

In this incarnation, she is gentle, sweet, kind. She’s also extremely sensitive emotionally and physically. She chose for this lifetime, a hypersensitive constitution as a way to identify with others who have had immune systems less defined, resilient and strong. She even went as far to create symptoms that appear on her face with no visible tangible means to erase or eradicate them. She is getting to play out how it feels to have imperfections on the face she puts forward. True karma in full circle. Remember, no blame. She chose this as her ultimate plan for neutralizing old grievances.

Lungs and breathing being afflicted by allergins, it’s vital to look at the meridian. The emotional component of the lung Meridian from one perspective is scorn, distain and derision, all emotions she was expressing as her French male counterpart during the Black Death. These emotional shadows filtered through to this lifetime impacting her lungs, breathing and skin, similar responses to the Plague. What a brilliant plan.

The lungs also represent grief. As a young girl in this life, she blushed a lot, was ridiculed and laughed at, and was left out by others. She held sadness within. There was also a lack of nurturing and attentiveness from her father. This also created a sense of grief. The skin is connected to the lungs according to Chinese medicine. Once again, grief is an underlying emotional thread in combo dance to the present lifetime, carried over from multiple incarnations, but 1400’s France in particular, as she watched so many loved ones die and towns/villages literally perish.

Dealing with the magnitude of such tremendous loss, desolation, isolation and ruin, we can only empathize and imagine how we’d cope with the ravages of such a mass epidemic. We all have different methods to deal with monumental trauma. Her “grieving-coping-mechanism” was to move into pride, arrogance, disdain and scorn. Post traumatic stress disorder at the maximum level! No judgments! Something that devastating, of such gigantic proportion would be incredibly horrific to live through, make sense of the suffering and grapple. To just endure.

In exposing the truth of the karmic debt allows her to be free. The next element though is to love and forgive herself her behaviors not only from this lifetime but from her alternate selves. That is the key with all of us, to forgive us our own trespasses. We need to forgive ourselves for falling off the wagon, disregarding someone else’s feelings, moving into arrogance, and derision as she had once done. The knowledge of the karmic debt is not a tongue thrashing for her misdeeds, but more importantly an awareness of the root cause of her allergies, low immune response and facial skin abnormalities. Once you find the heart of the challenge, it becomes the key to change it. But the best and most vital ingredient, “remedy” is ~ love ~ self forgiveness and forgiveness of others. There is no one out there that is doing anything to us that we haven’t done before. That’s what makes love and forgiveness the biggest components of being human.

Here’s to karma!

Cosmic sunshine to you?

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“Fueling the Fire: a Universal Paradox”

Paradox: A seemingly absurd or self-contradictory statement or proposition that when investigated or explained may prove to be well-founded or true.

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Don’t you just love labels? Douchebag, jerk, idiot, stupid, weird, democrat, republican, left-winged socialist, right-winged-idiot, victim, martyr, terminally sick, hypochondriac, mentally ill, bitch, dick, creepy, thug, terrorist, enemy….the list continues…and after a while we start believing the labels, the dramas, but what if….

What if we all just stopped!? Yep, just stopped. Stopped labeling and name calling, adding energy to the “weight” of things, which perpetuates emotional masks of separation and isolation. What if instead we add lightness and positivity, called each other by our given names. Expected the best of each other, saw the amazement of sharing the journey. Stopped complaining, whining and started every day, every sentence with mindful optimism.

I like it.

I’ll offer a personal example: Every time I buy into the fear, the negative energy of my husband’s cancer, I feel, rather I know, I’m adding to the heaviness of the diagnosis rather than believing he has the ability to overcome the malignancy in his cells. Every time I share in that energy, I contribute to the outcome. I can feel it. It’s a fine line to walk between empathy and illness, understanding and being courageous. It’s not easy. But buying the diagnosis, accepting a label, a name calling, I add fuel to the fire rather like mob mentality.

I recognized these feelings over the weekend when caring friends asked on my husband’s health. They were genuinely concerned. In answering their questions, I inadvertently added my belief to his story compounding the reality. It’s a paradox really. My belief is he has the ability to be well. His story I feel is different. (Here’s where finding balance is precarious, delicate and challenging.) If I’m overzealous in being compassionate to the dis-ease in his body, I actualize it, confirm it’s strength and add to the disease’s value. If I ignore it, I’m dispassionate and unsupportive, however I don’t add to the distortion in the cells. It’s weird. And in agreement with some fine-tuned universal law, I (we) need to learn the balance of empathy and support, belief and truth, love and forgiveness and the underlying symbology of the story. A paradox, like I said.

This is true of any label. We make it real because we deem it so. We put our energy into the situation, the label, the distortion, and it becomes the direction the energy follows. That’s just science at play.

We are in this together. Period. We come together to support, love and grow together on our journeys. But we still haven’t learned as a species. We still feel labeling, holding onto victim mentality, not loving our bodies, honoring our health, creating division, makes us better. But the only way we become better is to be better within, seeing the best in others and supporting each other’s beliefs and dreams. And here’s the weird strange science paradox: Even if that means supporting their story to fit their karmic debts, burdens, and contracts and ours as a species till we finally learn and decide we can do it a new way, with a new lens. Let’s “fuel the fire” with love instead hate, friendship instead of mistrust, acceptance instead of intolerance, belief instead of disbelief, kindness instead of cruelty, health instead of dis-ease.

Here’s to balance, paradox, and universal laws. It’s a wonderful theater we are a part of, a very magical stage.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Dream a Friend”

It’s phenomenal how everything, and I mean Everything, is connected, integrated and impacts the whole. Nothing is exempt. Every thought, word, deed, action, ripples throughout time, dimensions, the universe. It’s ridiculously complex however it’s very real. It’s the truth, the fabric that binds us.

I was sharing with a friend a nocturnal dream/visualization/actualization only to discover they too had a similar experience at approximately the same time across states, time and boundaries of space. We were literally connected through and on the threads of consciousness, a very electrical experience as it was more real than dream. Such is the nature of radiant consciousness.

This is not uncommon. We think of someone only to have them call the next day after a decade of no communication. We put out good thoughts and magically goodness is reciprocated. Yes this is the Law of Attraction but I feel it’s much larger a concept than what we’ve been taught. I feel we have the ability to influence our past, current time and future, including the vast time grid of ancient pasts, such as the nature of my dream in Texas. (Last week’s blog) I’ve continued to explore this concept, this principle of connectivity.

I send happy telepathic messages to my pets to which they respond. To my plants, friends, not-so-close friends, family. To D.C. I change my belief about something or someone and alas! The outcome shifts. I am definitely the magician- we are all wizards. The universe is an enchanted, miraculous place to play! It’s up to us, each soul participating in the dynamic dream within a dream. We need to become centered on the ideal dream for us as a planet to focus, simply, to be in harmony.

I’ve also immersed my focus in being completely happy, content with “what is”. My mantra, “Everything is perfect the way it is.” Magically once again, blocks disappear and flow is restored. Even in the dark, dreary rain-drenched atmosphere there is happiness, joy and peace within. In this crazy fast paced world where there’s sometimes not enough air to fill our lungs with energy, holding onto this – this knowledge we have a gift of Divine’s infinite flow, of boundless creativity – we can change our minds, our thoughts, beliefs and actions.

Of course it’s all up to us. Free will’s gift to choose.

Invitation: think peace, dream a friend, send love, be love. Discover the possibilities.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Web of Time”

Several weeks ago I was in Dallas Texas and stayed in an incredible old hotel, The Warwick, built in 1924. The charm and glamour of the hotel is still alive, detectable within the walls, stone, and architecture of this fine edifice. The air is alive with decades of global travelers, The Library, the music-filled bar, dancing with port and cigar conversations. It was delightful.

I feel this is what initiated the stage for my “dream within a dream within a dream.” The Warwick was underway after World War I when America was in expansion and revival. Women were becoming their own beings with intelligence, direction and purpose. The era was palpable with novelty and ingenuity. Though one segment of my dream was set more than a full decade earlier, I feel the hotel atmosphere was a time repository in which I leapt.

In my dream, I was in three time frames. 2015, 2008 and 1904. I knew all three time frames influenced the other, every decision made would impact the whole and ripple into the other time portals. In 2015 I was in contact with a male friend of mine. The main storyline of this dream aspect was that I knew in talking with him, every choice, every decision I made in 2008, and 1904 would influence 2015. He was my current time frame reference or grounding force.

In 1904 or there about, I’d been living in Austria near Vienna, where the cultural influence artistically was felt across the continent. It was the “golden era” of this magical city of new thought, progressive social and political ideologies, with avant- guard painterly expression in high gear. I feel this is the reason for the location I found myself living- it was open to unusual philosophies and concepts. There was the impression I’d been living here for some time- I was an accepted individual within the community.

There was a group of us, between 12-24 depending on the moment, lounging on a grassy knoll for an afternoon picnic. I remember the gaiety, the fabrics, the dress. It was lovely. The sky was blue, the air warm, with birds chirping in the trees. It was an idealistic day. I can remember the feel of my clothing, the length of my dress, my hair pulled back in soft brown curls. I rose to speak to the group. I asked each and everyone of them “If they could know the future, and could avoid the major travails, chaos, sorrow and grief of the upcoming time frames, would they?”

I explained to them I came from the future, 2008. I was there to help shift the time frames, their probability factors. I knew a way of “time travel” where I could take them forward with me to 2008. – Now remember I’m also existing in 2015, discussing life with my friend, knowing that my decisions in 2008 and 1904, would impact us in 2015. It could and would impact the entire time grid.

I explained the upcoming assassination in 1914 of Archduke Franz Ferdinand, known as the shot that began World War I. I broke down into detail, the countries that joined to stave off world domination and control. I further elucidated the even larger impact of yet another world war looming on the horizon, the negative rise of Nazi dominance starting in the 1930’s across Germanic countries in Europe.

Of course they were baffled, awe-struck, speech-less. Fortunately what saved me was their knowledge of me, my person, my beliefs over the previous decade. It gave me solid support in what it was I was telling them. I knew in 1904 how to time travel. In talking with my friend in 2015, I had no clue, however I knew my decision to help these people because I loved them in 1904 would have a large impact in 2015 as well as 2008. Every time frame was running concurrently. Everything was happening in the now.

I awoke knowing that every decision, choice, thought and action we have impacts every aspect of the universe. Nothing is separate, everything is connected. I have seen a diagram of the multiple layers of the “grid” in which we live. Threads are woven between every dividing timeframe, every segment, connecting the entire fabric of the time space continuum. We literally are One tapestry, just expressing our stories, our colorful threads separately. But that is the illusion.

It also illustrated very clearly that anything and everything is possible. We have the ability to change not only the future but our past. We do this with our beliefs, thoughts and creative abilities. Never forget that.

Colorful weaving to you!

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“In Gratitude”

It’s a stellar day. It also happens to be my birthday. I’ve been fortunate throughout the years that more days have been sunny on my birthday than have been rainy at the end of January. What a gift.

I also want to thank each and everyone of you that have been kind enough to follow my blog. I am most grateful to you and your support and belief.

This month has been fascinating. We’ve been in Mercury retrograde. For those who are unfamiliar with the astrological impact of mercury standing still, it impacts communications and all forces of electricity. Mercury was the god of communications. I lost three word press blogs, my iPad died, my computer was disassembled, my phone battery virtually was nonexistent, and we lost Internet for four days. It’s been a wild ride. Needless to say I’m a bit behind on January’s blogging which is too bad due to the fact I’ve had some incredible insight and information come my direction. I will follow up with that for February.

Again thank you to each and everyone of you out there in my cyberspace library. To each of you I send you happy adventures, stellar moments, rich memories and deep laughter.

Thank you for being part of my birthday.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Swirl Your Awakened Mind”

Rare moments
When thunderous clarity erupts
Like lightening arcing across a dark sky,
Capturing profound electricity –
Hold the frequency, the memory
Close
Inside your heart,
Remembering.

Swirl your awakened mind
Your open heart
Like a fulcrum
Dancing across the starlit velvet atmosphere
Forever
In the midst of Oneness.

Courageously push your consciousness
to outer extreme limits
The heightened perception adds brilliance
of possibilities
New experiential pathways
Forge connective tissue
Between mind and heart
Heaven and earth
with All life
All consciousness.

Lightening illuminates brilliantly
across the moment
the universal expansiveness
and interconnected timeless story –
There is no them no others
It is only us.

You are the vibrant thread
The electrical cord
Weaving your light, your tale across
the spheres.

Hold onto the electricity
the frequency
Inside your heart-

Remember.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“What is Your Truth”

We live in a world of mixed messages, religious dogmas, political ideologies, societal biases and familial structures. Discovering the real you buried under the deeply layered external pressures can be a bit trying however with foresight and perseverance it can be done.

My cousin divorced her husband several years ago. In doing so, she realized her musical tastes were either her dad’s or her former husband’s. She didn’t know what she thought about politics yet alone religion or spirituality. Her food choices were not her number one preferences. She discovered through her journey that most of her beliefs were based on what others had taught her to believe rather on what she felt to be true within herself. Her divorce and subsequent time alone, helped her carve her own spirited pathway, leading her into academia.

That’s probably the case more than we know. We take on others beliefs rather than taking time to really ferret out what makes our heart full and glad. The bottom line is it’s easier to “follow” rather than to “forge.”

At this time of year, when we are bombarded with holiday overdose combined with the darkening of the days, those opposite juxtaposing forces are a wonderful platform for us to really identify what we believe in. What our truths are. What we hold within our deepest cellular matrix, within our hearts to be true just for us. Not someone else’s belief, or religion or political preference. Ours and ours alone.

Then stand up to them, those beliefs, your truths. Hold them near and dear to your soul as they will guide you on your journey across the stars.

Everyone deserves their own truth. And they of course are right.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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