“Our Greatest Potential”

Potentiality : a quality that can be developed to make someone or something better: a chance or possibility that something will happen or exist in the future.

There’s always “potential.” From my perspective, we are given tools and skills and abilities and sharp minds to make good decisions. Everyday we have the ability to make it something good. But that is not always the case, we don’t pay attention, don’t heed our inner voice. It’s ironic as hell, really. 

I can offer example after example of sabotaging techniques. We get close to the edge of success, an amazing relationship, the perfect body weight, when something takes over within the psyche and poor decisions are made instead. Lack of attentiveness, an affair, binge eating on vacation. Crazy stupid stuff. Nothing new, just humans being humans, learning as we go.

My intuitive feeling is, as we enter the earthly realms it becomes very thick, murky and cloudy with gravity, emotions and three dimensional restrictions. It’s this heaviness that disables individual’s abilities to see clearly, make optimal choices, trust the “potential.” It literally impacts the behavior and enhances the fear. In truth, not everyone has fog resistant glasses.

 Epiphany: Did you know the best lenses for low flat light/fog are Yellow? ~This is just brilliant! ~ Yellow is the color of our third chakra, the solar plexus, the seat of power, will, self esteem, confidence. This is what we are working on as humanity, third chakra issues. I write about this regularly. Never does the third chakra not show up in a reading – it always needs tweaking, fine-tuning and balancing. If we take this one step further, if we were to actually wear yellow lenses regularly, when driving or in moments when greater confidence is needed, the colored light is then read through the optic nerves to the brain then instananeously zooming the energy to the solar plexus for combustion (chemistry: rapid chemical combination of a substance with oxygen ~ deep breathing ~ involving production of heat and light ~ aligning with our Light ~ the third chakra is our fire center, a masculine frequency) to aid the physical: adrenals, stomach and digestion, pancreas for blood sugar, liver for processing, supporting our emotional strengths through the energy exchange. Our self esteem is given a lift, our will power improved. Benefits include better sleep quality too. 

  

Imagine if we were to clear out the fog, were better able to monitor behaviors and let go of the fear, the “potential” that’s always there, always available, now is usable. 

I just watched the demise of a good ~ a really good ~ relationship, fall apart due to old behaviors taking precedence. It’s really rather sad. The “potential” was there for them both, to act together in harmony, move forward in unison. Old habits, communication, addictions die hard. Imagine where they could be right now if instead they’d reached for the “potential” within themselves, within each other, utilizing the universal “potential” as frosting.

  
Remembering the “potential” is always available is choice. Acting on it is premium. So next time there’s a challenge, a poor decision, grab for the “potentiality,” pull it to you, breathe it in. Make it energetically active within your cells. Watch as outcomes change. And if help is needed, then put on those yellow sunglasses. As Corey Hart sang in the 80’s, “I wear my sunglasses at night.”

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Unconditional Love”

You know those difficult people in your life, the ones that either piss you off, cause inner turmoil and pain, create chaos, strife and or are old flames and relationships gone south? Those individuals. The ones where hurt is still visible and perhaps raw. These are our best challenges, our best gifts.

For me honestly, I’ve never shied from a good argument, a reasonable fight. I actually admire a worthy advisory. Yet in truth, I love relationships – life – to be copesetic, easy, enjoyable…loving. I’ve been hurt multiple times along the road, yet I feel fortunate the wounds have healed, the hurts dissolved, relationships regained and renewed.

The reason I believe they are our best gifts is they represent opportunities within ourselves to shift, grow and focus on unconditional love. Even when you’re too angry and hurt, “love” the most remote emotion in your vocabulary, has an opportunity to re-enter once those negative emotions cool down. Even if you have to turn it over to Divine Source to do the loving for you, it’s still the first step in the reversal of fortune. It’s the portal into cosmic love, Christ-consciousness. 

From experience, repeatedly, recurrently, people soften when unconditional love is sent their direction. Relationships flourish instead of withering. Marriages regain momentum, friendships are renewed. Relationships are given opportunities never afforded if anger, jealousy, resentment, hurt, betrayal and all the other nasty human emotions, hang in the ethers. Life is too short to waste on superfluous squabbles, and bothersome and petty demeaning behaviors. It truly is a short spin on the planet. Why waste your valuable ticket? 

  

Unconditional love has no expectations, no demands, no barriers. It’s just freely given for anything – even the most vile of actions. It’s truly the only way of change possible.  It takes time. Perhaps decades, even lifetimes, however it will change for the best, the loving connections, those soul contracts. There will be those whose hearts are closed no matter what. It’s because they themselves are not happy within and don’t feel safe, or valuable, or worthy or are too hurt to see beyond the clouds. Do not stop, do not doubt. But it takes commitment from self, your inner most part of you, to make the  necessary effort into feeling ~ Believing ~ in “unconditional love.” To send it forth with no expectation other than the warm feeling you receive inside your heart, knowing your positive acts are rippling the waves of the universe, is the best reward.

  

Because they are. The fabric of the cosmos is sparkled with love. And yours only makes it more colorful, more vibrant, radiant in it’s illuminosity. 

Here’s to forever Love!


Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Absolute Trust”

Fear tends to swirl around us on a daily basis. Fear of this, fear of that. All emotions break down into love or fear; it’s really that simple. Taking time to examine our Inner most feelings allows discernment, recognition of the underlying truths. It’s from that point of stillness, when love is the focal point, that trust ~ “absolute trust” ~  in the continuing unfolding story of our lives, resides.

We don’t always like the chapters in our story. However, it’s at the most challenging of moments we have the greatest space for growth, expansion ~ our deepest awareness. It’s here, this moment, we can access “absolute trust.” I will share a perfect example.

This past month has been over-the-top. I’ve dealt with several of the major life stresses all in one week. One was my indoor cat, Tao escaping outside in the midst of moving. By the evening of the first night I knew something was terribly wrong. He’s been out before, however he usually returns shortly after I call him. He knows the rules. Very un-cat like really. I called in the help of “Find Toto,” a great on-line source that blankets neighborhoods with informative phone calls. I put up posters on the mail boxes. I went out canvassing the neighborhood calling his name. Nothing. No-thing. No sound of his bell, no meows. I called an animal communicator friend, Karen Anderson, to assist my search. With the stress factor, I couldn’t “hear” or “see,” in other words ~ fear. With her zoning in on location, I zeroed in with my time, my ears, my voice and my senses.

  
 I quieted. I turned over my unease, my fear. I centered in on Tao, sending him love and a lighted path home. I moved into my core, surrounding myself with my Soul Ray. I went into “absolute trust” knowing the Universe provides, is on our side, and that no matter what, literally, no matter the outcome….everything was and is perfect the way it is. I relaxed. I went home knowing I wouldn’t find him that moment. The next day I felt easier, happier and was completely in the flow. After clients, on my way home ~ this now being the sixth day since he’d disappeared ~ I received the message I’d see him “today.” I was ready to put my boots on and traverse the woods behind the house when my mom guided me to the bedroom to visit my husband lying in bed. There next to him was Tao cuddled sweetly around his legs.

Tao means “The Way.” By naming him after my life’s philosophy, I feel it enabled him to find his way home.

  
I knew when I stepped into “absolute trust” all was and always will be, perfect in the world no matter how I see it. There is always a higher perspective, a grand agenda playing out before my eyes. Decisions and choices created long ago impact my path, (our paths, ) in the here and now. I just need to absolutely trust everything is a mirror, a teacher, a gift.  

I invite you to really reach for “absolute trust” and eliminate the fears. Instead choose love.   

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The “I” of the Storm”

I’ve been living in a maelstrom.  We have moved the six week “move” up to a week, two weeks ago my husband’s right eye went blind in three days, a tumor detected behind the eye. We have had him on intensive IV supplementation, diet, vitamins, immune boosters, high alkaline water and are now adding in mainstream oncology, radiation and possible surgery. It’s my son’s 24th birthday today and we’re having a celebration in his honor. And to top the list, my cat got out yesterday and is still missing. Other than going through my divorce, this is definitely the most challenging and stressful chapter I’ve ever experienced. I’m living on little sleep, have a thousand mile list daily, and managing a business. Pure craziness ~ thankfully I have the skills and tools I do. I can only imagine what it’d  be like if I didn’t. Not everyone has coping skills. I have great empathy.

It’s easy to get caught in the spin of the hurricane, out of control, anxiety ridden, frustration oozing with every sentence. It’s then when you feel out of control, not in charge of your own destination. When you stay in that emotional location, things get destroyed, demolished and broken into tiny shards difficult to reassemble. Relations suffer, careers end, health becomes disease.  At this point, it’s crucial to move to the center, your core, your light. Literally the eye of the storm. The ~”I”~of ~the~Storm. This is where calm prevails, strength resides and peace is eminent. It’s quiet here, away from the rushing cyclone winds and fast tides. A place where choices and directions are visible and healthy action becomes possible.

  

Another valuable factor is remembering, “it’s not always your story.” In my example, this is my husband’s journey through cancer. I am here as his best ally, friend, confident. I am his rock, his soldier, his cheerleader, yet it’s still not mine to own. I’m good at doing that, fixing things that aren’t mine to fix, taking too much on my shoulders. From experience, it doesn’t work. What does, is letting go, allowing the Divine to assist and residing in the eye, the “I” of my Light. My peace, my part of the story.

Currently you may not be at a place of high turbulence, however, when the storm passes your direction, step into the center, find the quiet. It allows for wisdom to settle in like light soft rain touching your skin. Soak it up.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Letting Go”

We sold our house. Our home is currently in total chaos as we dismantle our things on the walls, in cupboards, on the floor and in the yard. Boxes are being moved out as I write. It’s an interesting feeling. It’s a cross between a push-me-pull-you and a “whew.” I have many many wonderful loving memories in this home with family, raising my kids, parties. There’ve also been challenges, stress and angst. I find it fascinating to think of those emotions lingering in the ethers.

  

As I sort through decades of memories in boxes, old letters, photographs and momentos, I’m reminded of a very rich and colorful adventure. As I sort and sift I am letting go of things I no longer need. I want to make room for new things, new adventures, happy stories. I took the time to reread boxes of birthday cards for my fortieth birthday, reminiscing about the amazing surprise party I was given. I looked through pictures of friends, many who are no longer on this plane. I was in gratitude to all these amazing people who have colored my life with goodness.

I feel we hold onto so much of the past. Past programming, past hurts, past traumas, old old tales buried within ourselves. The more we clear out the clutter, let go of things that no longer serve, the freer we are to move forward. It clears space for new arrivals, opportunities, friends, adventures.  It offers an opportunity to awaken to a greater aspect of who we are.

  

 

It’s springtime. Perfect time for cleaning. I invite you to let go of the emotions, behaviors, ~stuff~  you no longer need. Share things with others, donate and giveaway. It’s very liberating.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Mayan Calendar, Reincarnation, Punic Wars: A Major Cycle of Love”

I have a very amazing story to share. However before I get to the story itself I have to offer up some background information so it makes sense. It’s a bit complicated, however if you line up the various elements, all of a sudden a grand cycle and story appear. It’s a window into what we all do through various lifetimes~ repeat cycles to enhance and enrich the experience as we forever seek “true love” ~ however this one is now documented.

I met this new client at the recent expo I did. She came to my “open gallery readings” lecture and asked very poignant questions about a possible love match. Many, many synchronicities had lined up, from the topic of “twin flames” she been reading about being the screen name of her potential partner, to dreaming in complete detail the house where this woman lived. I had a sense there were deeper issues involved of potential hurdles. Due to the sensitivity of the topic, I asked her if she was interested in exploring this more personally rather than share the information with 50 of her new best friends. She agreed. Now this becomes even more interesting. 

(No worries, she’s agreed I could share her story here.)

My client is interested in finding a partner in which to share her life. She’s ready to have a committed relationship, sharing, loving, exploring together and having fun things on the calendar to look forward to. An awesome goal. Her challenge with this potential partner, of whom she’s met in person only once as she literally lives across the continent, is her previous partner committed suicide. She is guarded and protective of her heart. I give her credit though for wanting to get back into the world, guarded or not. Fortunately, my client is extremely sensitive caring and most importantly ~ patient.

So we went “out there” in the time-space continuum, following the threads of energy and light to “find” them. The pictures began to form of the most dynamic impactful lifetime “twogether.”  I saw my client as a man, a warrior, leather tunic worn from sieges and war campaigns. He stayed behind after the siege to help repair and rebuild people’s disheveled lives and dismembered structures in a village near the Mediterranean sea. Greeks had been pulled into a subsidiary of the Punic Wars, the three stage war campaign between Rome and Carthage. Our Greek fell in love with a beautiful maiden, a dark beauty with black piercing eyes, soft olive skin, small bones with tight features, who had lost her family during the war on her coastal home. She was fraught with grief. Through his kindness and perseverance, eventually in time, her heart warmed to him and they shared many years together. 

  

Okay, now this is where it gets “good.” During the reading the words, The Punic Wars, dropped into my head out of nowhere. Honestly at that moment, I couldn’t have given you a full detailed account of the Punic Wars. Somewhere in the back recesses of my mind, I might have been able to eventually pull some detail up to the forefront, but at that moment nothing was visible. I just knew that it was the right place in time. I also stated that this was “huge,” meaning this represented a link into a “grand cycle” of her many lifetimes. What is a grand cycle? This is the killer piece.

The universe works in cycles, much like a grand cosmic clock. We have been doing this forever, the earth, the planets, the solar system, the galaxies. We are all within a grand cosmic design. Within these giant cycles we as humans, also operate in our own cycles of time. We come back to the cycles within a lifetime, in periods of 7, 10 to 13 years, to learn various emotional components we have set up for ourselves, as we reside within the grand scale of cosmic time. That cosmic clock can be calculated back into the past as well as into the future.

The Mayans have been the ones to remind us of the grand cycles, voiced through various individuals over the last several decades, putting the information into the general consciousness. The cosmic clock revolves around a 25,920 year cycle, or what is commonly known as one Great Year. This is because our sun revolves around a black Sun, a cosmological mystery, forming a bi-nary system, taking exactly 25,920 years to complete “one year” or “Grand Year.” In this roughly 26,000 year cycle, we can divide the “time” into 12 zones, or 2,160 years. In each of these cycles of time, the earth in it’s evolutionary progression, lines up with a constellation. The earth is currently moving out of Pieces into the Aquarius age, as the constellation Aquarius will be our backdrop in the sky for the next 2160 years before it moves into Capricorn. This phenomenon is known as the Precession of the Equinoxes.

How does this relate to this inquiring woman, the Punic Wars and a possible heart warming true love relationship?  Now it gets even better. I could feel this was something big when the Punic Wars dropped into my head. Okay, check this out. My client writes:

 “The three Punic Wars between Carthage and Rome took place over nearly a century, beginning in 264 B.C. and ending with the destruction of Carthage in 146 B.C. You made reference to the Greek Punic Wars, which narrows the date – not to Greece, but, to a Greek historian. The Greek historian Polybius, one of the main sources of information about the Punic Wars, was born around 200 B.C. A friend of and mentor to Scipio Aemilianus, he was an eyewitness to the siege and destruction of Carthage in 146 B.C.

THIRD PUNIC WAR (149-146 B.C.)

We have to use 1 less year because AD starts at 1, instead of zero

146+2014=2160 years.”

  

You have to understand, I had no clue on the planet what year the Punic wars were. But I could feel it, the importance. My client was able to dial-in the dates by doing research. When you look at the circumstances, the parallels between these two lifetimes, they are amazingly similar. In both timelines, our dark beauty is simply that: a foreign dark-eyed, black-hair,  warm olive skinned, fine boned, beautiful woman. Also strong, inventive, intelligent. This signaled an awareness, an “ah-ha” in my inquirer’s intuitive mind; a signpost.  In both lifetimes, our beauty is dealing with the aftermath of death, of tragedy, which impacts the initial honeymoon stage of the potential relationship. It could also cloud – from an earth perspective, our beauty’s ability to let go, release and move away from the past. Our inquirer has to have Job’s patience for the rewards, the treasure that is possible. It Is there in spades in “time.” The other similar piece is my client’s need to move from her home across a continent (this lifetime) and for him (Greek lifetime) to live in a new environment with a different culture. The potential is incredibly rich for these two souls who have reunited after 2160 years.

It was Exactly a 2160 year date cycle. A direct correlation to the Precession of the Eqinoxes, of which the earth’s cycle at that time, was moving out of the Aires constellation.  Phenomenal. I’m overwhelmed at the immensity and accuracy. As I’ve always contended, I read the individual’s higher self. This woman’s led me down a very clear path of mystical information of which I’m most grateful. 

Thank you.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“The Why’s of Life”

Why me? Is a common question. Why do I have cancer? Why am I broke? Why am I always in trouble? Why am I always behind the eight ball? Why isn’t this working?  Why do I have to move? Why why why why?? Why am I on the planet? Why don’t I know what to do?

I’ve heard these questions asked a great deal lately. On one hand, I have a good suspicion as to “why” a particular thing continues to repeat and yet there are the “why’s” that are much more complicated. The “why’s” that are tricky. I always pay attention to patterns, to repeating questions because I realize there is a message to be learned. In the message there is always a solution. I just have to be open, listen, pay attention and absorb.

  

I feel the next question to be asked for greater clarity is “why do I do the things I do? Why am I inspired? Why am I interested? Why do I feel this way? Why is this important? Why am I learning this lesson?  Why do I believe this as my truth? Why do I value these things?  When I ask myself the reverse or opposite of the negative “why’s” I take myself out of victim mode and into being the “wise” traveler. I become the “Wise Woman” of my own journey. My “why’s” become wise.

Reaching for the “heart” of the “why’s” changes the perspective, opening a new line of thinking, believing, feeling ~ moving into a solid course of action. The first step is recognizing the “wise” soul asking the “why’s” in the first place. It’s you. The hero of your own story.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Charge of the Goddess”

“I who am the beauty of the green earth and the white moon among the stars and the mysteries of the waters, 

I call upon your soul to arise and come unto Me.  

For I am the Soul of nature that gives life to the universe.  

From Me all things proceed and unto Me they must return.  

Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices, for behold-all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals.  Let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you.  And you who seek to know Me, know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the Mystery: 

for if that which you seek, you find not within yourself, 

you will never find it without.  

 For behold, I have been with you from the beginning, and I am that which is attained at the end of desire.”

— Charge of the Goddess: Traditional prayer adapted by Doreen Valiente and Starhawk

  

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“The Time Loop: the Future Impacts the Past Influencing the Present”

I was in this awesome time loop this morning. I was working with a client to eliminate old fears related to an upcoming job promotion, his inner worries had a stranglehold on him thinking “the move wasn’t going to take place.” What was created was this intricately-simple time loop with his multiple realties in this timeline. Brilliant!  My client’s “future self” was talking to his “child self” both influencing his “present self.” How I perceived this was “child self” was on my left, his “future self” with white hair and all, was on my right and the “present self” was sitting before me. A childhood “levitation” event was influencing his “future self,” which acknowledged the incredible truth of this “better-than-science-fiction” phenomenon, solidifying the power-of-the-infinite and the power-of-the-mind. In other words, levitation was and is possible. It all began with a realization recently he could levitate (again) which opened the doors to larger realities. Thus multiple parts of himself joined the conversation.



You’re wondering how does this have anything to do with a job change? Directly it doesn’t, but indirectly it’s very interwoven. His “brilliant self”  was reminding “today’s self” that everything is possible through the power of the mind. If he could and can levitate, then creating the job is a cake walk. His “future self” shared he will again be able to levitate sometime down the line, giving credence to the script-writing he is involved in: his story line will integrate his character’s abilities “from experience” into his screenplay.



We really do have this ability. We can talk to our future selves and learn from them. We can ask them for road marks, signs or indicators to help make the best possible choices. We can choose to act upon the intuitive guidance we receive. We do this within the stillness of our minds, amplified through loving intention, by asking for guidance from the best within ourselves. We can speak just as easily to our “child selves” and re-write any old unforgiven unresolved stories. Literally by taking time to write a new story both figuratively as well as tangibly, our pasts can change to a brighter storyline, impacting our present selves.  Both of these avenues then influence the present moment as all time is simultaneous, concurrent, ~ now. In others words, everything we are doing has already been. The future has been written because it’s already happened. 

So stop stressing so much! Relax and know everything is going according to plan. Like magic.

Like I said, an intricately-simple time loop.

To our multiple selves.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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“Anger as A Motivator”

Last night I was so angry I probably could’ve spit bullets. I’m better today however, I could probably now just spit nails. I haven’t been this angry in years. It’s funny what extreme emotional diress will do to your mind, heart and body. I was shaking internally for hours, my muscles contracting, my joints aching, however I feel as if I could move mountains.

 Being the warrior I am, well, my swords come out. I identified years ago how I manage anger, injustice, slander, lies, scurrilous behavior by confronting it head on. I stand my ground, draw a line in the sand, keeping my swords ready to flash the air with honor and truth. Such is still the case; they are not sheathed. I stand guard against further attack by being still, moving into my warrior stance. Being peaceful, alert, ready. It has been my energizer today, my movator to attack projects head on, swirling efficiently and effortlessly towards completion. I am physically and mentally present, completely “here.”



From one perspective, I appreciate the warriors of the world. They’ve been with us since time emmortal. It is hardwired into our DNA. That’s why we still have so much war on the planet. War is a reflection of our inner turmoil, chaos, frustration and injustice we are emotionally working through. That’s why I work so diligently at mindful peaceful resolution at the same time honoring myself and drawing the line. No one has the right to bad mouth another and say slanderous lies without some type of karmic backlash. We also have the right to stand up for ourselves. That I believe is part of our Dharma, our karmic path to wholeness. The more we can identify how to work through extreme confrontations till we find resolution the faster we will move through our karmic debt, thus erasing the karmic wheel.



I invite you all to think about how you do anger? Do you bottle it up, become the volcano, become violent, say horrific things or meltaway into oblivion? Find out how you do battle, as we all have to confront our nemesis at some point in our lives. Understanding how to move through these life- altering portals is essential for our own personal growth and evolution. I recommend looking at how you fight, hold your ground – or not.

We are all important, all vital. The more quickly you learn your battle methodology the faster you can move it into the Peaceful Warrior. And that’s the best place to be.

Cosmic sunshine to you.

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